Invincible

So some time has passed since I first found out my husband and his mistress are having a child and in this past month and a half, I feel I've become a different person. Someone who is now covered by an invisible shield that is protecting me from anything and anyone. Call me crazy but I do believe in that divine power that can protect me against demons and evil spirits lurking among us. Crazy Christian? I don't think so. I'd say I can finally SEE. I don't expect anyone to understand how I feel or how powerful I feel. I feel invincible because I have a powerful weapon walking by my side and guiding me. I know He is with me. When? Why? What the heck is she smoking, you might ask? All I have to say is that girlfriend is smoking nothing. I'm just high on divine power. I, my friends, am going through what I believe is a spiritual journey. And I also believe such journey can only be experienced by someone who has been completely broken. It's true when they say that precious fruit often grows in the midst of overwhelming difficulties and that faith grows best on cloudy, rainy days. I know it's cliche but I am another example of that truth. As much as I've hated going through all of this, my experience has given me the relationship with God that I didn't have before and there's such peace in knowing that. I used to make fun of people who only sought God when facing difficulties and I was quick to judge them. I was so wrong. What I did not realize was that in order for someone to truly open their eyes to that world God intended us to see, they must fall first and hard. Afterward, what you see and how you see things are so different from how you saw before. I now find joy and beauty in everything I see. I am surrounded by true beauty. I want everyone to see and experience what I see, it really is wonderful. I'm still human and I'm still the same person, but at the same time, I feel different. I feel better. I am better. I glow.