Understanding

... And today it finally dawned on me the true meaning of "if I'm OK, then my girls will be OK." Since my nightmare started, many separated and divorced women have told me that in order for my kids to be fine, I would have to be fine and although it's something I knew, I couldn't really connect with it just yet. Well today I woke up feeling lighthearted again, for the second day in a row, and I feel wonderfully OK and I think I can finally see it with clarity. I am OK and because of that, so will my girls. Because they can see through me and all they've seen so far is a sad mommy. Today I can honestly say I feel happy. I feel radiant. I feel beautiful. And I plan to keep it that way. For my girls, for me and for all those who have traveled along with me.